keep on dancing

Monday, April 27, 2009

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

i just want to be me.

not your shadow.

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

cca totally rocks (:

it's like one of the only things i look forward to in school now.

and there's cca tmr.

so i'm looking forward to school tmr.

yay.

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

i think i've wasted another weekend.

ended up chionging second draft of PI on sunday afternoon. and still not completed yet D:

hate finding statistics and evidence from the net. have to read through so much crap and see which ones can be used D:

guess i should stop procrastinating.

especially if i want to get into fac comm.

ruiwen just informed us that the application for fac comm starts tomorrow.

hope, by some miracle, that i get in.

and even if i do, will i ever be able to live up to the expectations? will i be as good?

dance night's just around the corner. and i've still got so much cleaning up to do.

hope i get to perform in anan's items though (:

and i need to start going to the gym or something o_O

napfa test 5 items got AAAAD

yea. the D is for pull ups.

only managed to do like 4 D:

deproved from last year omg D:

and some girls have really imba flexibility. i'm beginning to think if they are still human :/

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

new blogskin yay :D

people were complaining that my blogskin was the same as a lot of people's, so decided to change (:

although i have abosultely no idea why some people's links are striked out. i swear i didn't do anything, it just kinda...striked itself out? sorry guenyik shihui and 09s6b DD: will try to fix it soon.

anyway jts yesterday was damn pwnage (:

MAD seniors are really crazy. that's what made the outing so fun :D

dunking people in the pool, losing my specs in the pool, throwing all kinds of food at each other and squeezing people's nipples (not the girls one la of course).

seriously wth :DD

will remember this jts for as long as my stm allows me to. gosh so many abbrievations :D

i should be doing my PI now.

but once again, i'm facing the mirror practising popping.

which looks a bit like i'm having spasms.

which probably means i'm doing it wrong.

i think i left my discipline back in my primary school. die. :D

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Monday, April 6, 2009

what happens when one campaign group gives 09S6B a bottle of coke, and another campaign group gives us some mentos?

bleh.

wanted to drink some of the joy juice (coke) at class bench today and yuxuan decided to pop a mentos in just when i held it up to my mouth.

lucky my reaction fast enough and i pushed the bottle away.

but coke still exploded over the class bench :D

damn own. half the coke in the bottle gone in like 3 seconds.

and the coke had a weird minty taste after that. quite nice actually :D

managed to finish PW :D yay feeling quite proud of myself nao :DD

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Thursday, April 2, 2009

first successful MAD outing :D

everyone was uber high and it was damn fun :D

especially when we whacked paopao with ice cream >D

YEA PAYBACK FOR APRIL FOOL TRICK >D

WAHAHAHAHA

shoulda taken video tho :/ golden moment.

jun an kena whacked by paopao cos he stupid go pour ice down paopao's back.

then both their faces ended up damn creamy HAHA ((:

bleh i think i gtg mug a bit liao. otherwise sure die one.

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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

this year's april fool sucked.

i got tricked more than i tricked people D:

bleh.

was uber sian diao during chem lecture then some random retard sent me this sms.

that guenyik and hansen are now a couple on facebook..

i stared at it for 5 seconds.

then started laughing and trying to laugh silently.

and innocent me didn't realise it was an april fool's trick :/

BAH

at least i got to try that trick out on allyssa wahahaha :DD

then i got tricked by paopao after school.

training supposed to be cancelled today.

then he sms say what 5pm got training, must go back school.

i just reached home and was like WTH DAI.

so decided to make up some excuse to buy time and started rushing all around my house.

cos he said punishment for being late is 10 min freestyle.

THEN.

second message came and said HAHAH APRIL FOOL and stuff.

i bet all the seniors are literally rofling at rua now la wth D:

at least i wasn't the only one :D

next year must be more careful liao sheesh.

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