so many things to say, but no one would bother listening. yeah it's just me. somebody whom nobody gives a shit about.
} posted @ 8:10 AM {
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
stupid com taking so long to transfer mini trial photos. i'll just take the time to make a blogpost (:
prac today was great(:
first anan prac in school since idk when.
too bad it wasn't full attendance.
but it still felt great practising with the MADhiphop people(:
i just find it more enjoyable dancing with them rather than alone or at open class :D
but we really have to buck up. only 2 months for us to improve as much as we can during the holidays. then it'll be dance night already.
work hard everyone(:
oh and i gotta watch my ankle. it's acting up again. don't wanna make it a permanent injury.
wtshingz there's still 15mins left before the photos finish transferring.
} posted @ 5:36 AM {
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
wah sian. after submitting wr, op hits you right smack in the face.
one day, i'll invent a time machine, go back in time, and strangle the person who came up with pw. oh before that i'll force him/her to do pi, eom, i&r and wr first.
watching fos today was quite fun(:
can see the apparent different between faculties haha. ares and apollo were damn competitive. then artemis and athena were kinda just there to have fun.
idk why but i got damn high again. maybe it has to do with watching sports haha. anyway it was fun being high(:
hope anan doesn't fall sick tomorrow :D
} posted @ 6:29 AM {
Sunday, October 25, 2009
wahaha pw's driving me crazy.
i hate it when people keep secrets. when they're not open with you. especially if they're your friends.
cause i have to spend time racking my brains to figure out what the hell they're thinking to avoid offending them.
and that's a headache :/
why can't everyone just be more open?
} posted @ 4:15 AM {
Saturday, October 24, 2009
i find it damn amusing when parents keep complaining about psle beingtoo difficult. every single year :D
"this year got one maths psle question so hard that even my phd friend also cannot do!"
totally cracks me up :D
} posted @ 4:09 AM {
Thursday, October 22, 2009
against my will i stand beside my own reflection.
it's haunting, how i can't seem, to find myself again, my walls are closing in
without a sense of confidence i'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
i've felt this way before
so insecure
} posted @ 1:59 AM {
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
open class today(:
damn difficult choreo. body coordination to the max. couldn't catch damn a lot of moves :/
oh well. just practise practise practise (:
and anan's damn imba. teach with a blocked nose. quite funny also. she was panting like all the way haha (:
too bad she couldn't come school for prac :/
bleh. everytime i come back from any dance prac or lesson, my parents start nagging about how i waste my time dancing, and how i should just stop dancing and start mugging for As right now.
about how people only look up to those who are good in both studies and cca. especially studies.
damn it. i don't care if people don't look up to me. i just want to do what i love doing. who cares about what others think about what i do.
i know studies are important. but right now, i'm putting dance as top priority.
ok. maybe pw would be somewhere close to it. for now. haha :D
oh and i think we should start taking attendance for pracs. like now(:
} posted @ 6:53 AM {
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
wah.
damn nua today. after the performance straight away no energy liao.
went to salt to try to freestyle but go no feel.
and the vern and weisheng keep trying to pull my pants off D:
didn't practise much today. oh well.
pwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpwpw.
} posted @ 5:39 AM {
Monday, October 19, 2009
celebrated bufan's birthday at nyny today(:
hope he doesn't die from eating all that yankee burger.
oh and relightable candles are damn hilarious. seriously gotta get some for someone's birthday. and see what happens. muahaha :D
} posted @ 3:24 AM {
Saturday, October 17, 2009
sometimes, i wonder why life has to be so cruel.
to let you finally find something that you're passionate about.
just to take it away.
and it just keeps doing that. over and over.
} posted @ 9:05 PM {
whee had fun playing volleyball yesterday (:
although my arms kinda hurt like hell after that haha.
wonder how volleyabll players can train without breaking their arms everyday. seriously O_O
practised for a bit at pe studio yesterday too. ankle recovering liao woo :D but still hurts a bit if i do too much footwork.
oh and the rump shaker open class video is finally up(: luckily huihua was standing in front of me. now everyone won't be able to see how whack i was phew :D
gunbound is damn fun :D
time to go do some pw :/
} posted @ 1:11 AM {
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
i get this feeling you're avoiding me.
what did i do wrong?
} posted @ 8:18 AM {
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
ah damn it.
i think i sprained my right ankle pretty badly.
couldn't even walk properly this morning when i woke up.
please recover quickly D:
don't wanna miss the first anan class next week.
} posted @ 11:37 PM {
danced whole day today.
shiok to the max(:
but damn tiring.
learnt quite a nice choreo from andy at studio wu for today's sabbatical course.
it's more LA. not what i like. but it was still great nevertheless(:
and i think i injured my ankle. shit :/
hopes it recovers soon.
fusion hiphop tomorrow. whee(:
sometimes i get too high haha. must control myself.
} posted @ 6:23 AM {
Monday, October 12, 2009
wth screw it la D:
why got another freaking performance.
NEXT TUESDAY SOME MORE.
WHUT. THE. HECK.
seriously la. if another performance comes along i'm gonna try to get it rejected.
our standard's not even there. perform so much for what?
then now have to chiong again. tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday all got prac.
well at least it's an excuse to use the imba SALT studio :D
whee 2 dance lessons at studio wu for the next 2 days for sabbats. hopefully micheal will teach popping(:
can't really give a damn about all the stuff i need to do. especially pw (hope my group doesn't read this). will start this weekend though i swear :D
but for now, it's time to enjoy the end of promos. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
oh and physics went pretty well. i saw the words: -end of paper-
:D
} posted @ 4:44 AM {
Sunday, October 11, 2009
physics tomorrow.
just go there and get screwed by the paper and walk out and it'll all be over(:
nothing too difficult
alright let's do this.
and eventually you'll move on the feeling's gone
} posted @ 4:57 AM {
Saturday, October 10, 2009
promos are going to be over soon.
but i'm in holiday mood already wth(:
die i'm gonna flunk physics too.
} posted @ 2:31 AM {
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
having to go to the toilet 3 times during an exam isn't fun at all.
stupid stomachache.
luckily i didn't take the paper in the hall. it would have been damn paiseh la.
ended up not finishing the paper. not that i could have finished it even without the stomachache la. it was a damn difficult one.
ggttm. gp screwed. econs screwed. chem screwed. maths about to be screwed. how to promote like that?
econs damn screwed up today. what the hell was i writing for the last essay la. never even answer the question. they ask me for effects on the economy then i go write standard of living and multiplier effect and basically a lot of shit. 15 marks gone.
need 50% for promo paper to avoid an overall U. and to avoid suspension.
ECONS TEACHER PLEASE BE KIND THANKS :D
} posted @ 6:23 AM {
Monday, October 5, 2009
awesome song(:
} posted @ 6:39 AM {
Saturday, October 3, 2009
i officially hate those damn smart and mugger people who keep saying how badly they'll fail promos and getting 5Us and all that. even though it's damn obvious they're gonna ace promos.
bleh
D:
} posted @ 9:51 AM {
Friday, October 2, 2009
i'm freaking out about what's ahead maybe i'll just stay in bed 'cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head so i tell it to myself again
you're looking for something you can't find. if you give it up you'll lose your mind there's always somethine in the way
you're gonna have a good day
} posted @ 6:17 AM {
Thursday, October 1, 2009
getting tired of mugging already. and i only started this week.