and those crazy floods are a bonus when you get them wahahaha.
although those people taking physics A level this year probably won't agree with me (:
but let's hope we get another one.
the weather's really cooling. something you don't get much in singapore. shiok :D
} posted @ 4:34 AM {
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
phile play was better than expected (:
and this year's fac queen is a guy ftw :D
the event was good considering the fact that it was raining.
but too little food omg. 6b still owes me money for the extra pizza we ordered. my wallet is like freaking empty now.
oh and luckily there are no more faculty events. cause the newspaper reported it's gonna rain everyday for the rest of the year.
found my old phone lying somewhere in my closet today.
like a seriously ancient phone. no camera and it has the game bounce. where you roll a red ball around trying to reach the end of the level :D
scrolled through the messages.
read through some of them.
and realised that i actually kinda miss you.
and realised just how much we've drifted apart.
but i don't think i'll ever tell you.
cause i just don't know how to.
and can i just relax for a few more days.
gosh i didn't even have time to catch a breather yet. and all you keep telling me is to study study study.
wake up in the morning then must start nagging at me about how important scholarships and A levels are and must study. oh and must scold me about not waking up at 7.30am to study.
bathe finish also continue nagging.
eat lunch also continue nagging.
read book in the afternoon also continue nagging.
wearing shoes before going out also continue nagging.
eat dinner also continue nagging.
typing now also continue nagging.
oh and not to mention must go back to my room at 9.30pm and sleep.
screw it la.
don't you know the more you nag the more i don't want to study?
} posted @ 3:39 AM {
Friday, November 13, 2009
my first post after OP :D
OP went quite well la. although i think i screwed Q&A up. but who cares. it's finally over wahahahaha.
anan's lesson yesterday was damn tiring. but the choreo's damn nice. hope i can choreo something like that someday (:
and i hope our MAD hiphop batch blog doesn't die haha :D
} posted @ 10:18 PM {
Saturday, November 7, 2009
sometimes if you look past kpop and all that crap.
you'll realise that korea has a really good dance scene :D
can't believe i never knew about prepix. haha (:
alright. it's time to stop emoing and actually do things to make things right.
let's go.
} posted @ 5:59 AM {
Friday, November 6, 2009
for the first time this year.
i'm really, really worried.
observing the people in my division, i think i've confirmed my worst fears.
we're falling apart. like our seniors.
the pre-dance night excitment has disappeared long ago. now i get the feeling that people aren't as passionate about dance as before. maybe even to the extent that they find practising a chore.
and the fact that i need to sms that pracs are compulsory more or less shows this.
but attendance still sucks anyways.
i'm hoping it's just because it's a busy period for everyone, that it'd all go back to before after OP and all the fac outings are over.
though i have a nagging feeling it might not.
plus, we're not improving. most people are more or less the same standard the time of the auditions.
which is really, really, really bad.
k i guess that was exaggerating.
oh shit and there's pw. i think my group members are kinda mad at me. cos i didn't do anything much yesterday during the stayover. practically nothing actually. k i'll work harder for OP i swear.
and i feel so guilty when i see him everyday. and every time i see him break down, it's like a knife just went through my chest.
i could have, should have helped, but i just chose to stand there and watch as he fell. slowly but surely.
i could have lent him that helping hand that could probably have saved him.
why didn't i?
what kind of fucking friend am i?
and now look what's happened.
i don't think i even deserve to be called a human being now.
and i think i accidentally infected my dad's laptop with a virus. shit it's the first time i ever borrowed it and this it what i do to it. i just hope none of his important files get affected. otherwise he might be in big trouble.
i feel so helpless. so useless. what the fuck is wrong with me?
i'm going out of my mind again. screw this.
} posted @ 5:06 AM {
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
suddenly i see, this is what i wanna be. suddenly i see, why the hell it means so much to me.
i wonder when hip hop will become an accepted culture here in Singapore.
