Saturday, February 27, 2010
wah we got juniors already. i feel so old haha (:
it was a pity we couldn't accept everyone who had potential or good attitude. i just hope i won't look back a few months later and regret not accepting or accepting some people.
heard that quite a few people got so disappointed that they cried. just makes me feel worse cause i know i might have reacted about the same way if i didn't get in. k maybe not cry but emo for a few days/weeks. but still, i wish there was some way we could have let them in. some really had potential, but they were just unlucky there were so many people better than them this year D:
ah well, hope they get over it soon and find some other cca they like to join.
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
mixed feelings and all that shit again.
don't know what or how to feel.
don't know what to think either.
just freaking confused.
you just don't know what people talk about you behind your back. even your closest friends.
the last time it happened, i really didn't know what to do.
and i think it's happening again.
ahh insecurities.
and i can't help but get jealous too.
somebody please erase my memory of all the things that happened in the last 10 days.
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Sunday, February 21, 2010
floor the love 2010 was dope (:
even though i didn't get through the prelims (not that i expected to), i really learnt a lot just by watching. didn't screw up badly during prelims this time either (:
so damn inspired to train hard and hopefully, make it into the dance scene someday.
alright time to start practising. everyday :D
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
girls are confusing.
some school should offer subjects which teach us more about how their minds work. seriously.
):
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Friday, February 5, 2010
gosh it was one heck of a week (:
monday had cca orientation practice. painted banner, had og dinner, stared at stars while lying in the tennis courts, danced like some zi high weirdo at zen garden, blasting music so loud the security guard would never had forgiven us if he had been there, reaching home at 11 plus and getting scolded again.
tuesday i forgot what i did, but i reached home damn late again .___. not a good sign haha.
wednesday senior meet junior, watched juniors getting slightly more bonded playing the games(: had cca orientation after that. omg damn fail was feeling damn nua that day dunno screwed up how many times. even forgot to perform for something wth. matthew wake up dammit :/ went kap for dinner and crapped and reached home at 10pm and got scolded again.
thursday cny practice, discussed dance night item after that, came up with a pretty good concept and some nice ideas (: yay progess :D
friday stoned in school for 5 hours, watching artemis performances, fac dance practices while deciding whether to go for campfire or not. ended up staying for the whole thing and zi highing like a j1 during sodache at central plaza :DD went for mad supper after that. forgot to tell my parents forgot to bring key and they got pissed so i ended up getting locked out when i reached home at 12am so had to spend the night downstairs beside the pool. luckily there were comfortable chairs to sleep in.
damn why am i such a wuss. should have just went up to ask you to dance then you wouldn't have went with the other guy.
saturday just got back home and bathed, dunno when i'm gonna get scolded. going for cny practice again later and maybe going to help teach fac dance. need to mix music for cny performance too.
like i said, it was one heck of a week :D
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
woohoo og outing yesterday wasn't as bad as i expected.
at least people turned up :D
7 to be precise. should have been 8 but rick pangseh ): bignoodle also last minute got fac comm couldn't come :/ then that stupid cherie just dao teckseng's sms then don't even dare to show her face to teckseng in school hahaha :D
had dinner at mad jack and caught up a little with them i guess (: now i can safely wave at them in school without the fear of being ignored. WAHAHAHA :D
hopefully the og chalet/outing in june's gonna be successful (: really miss my og.
OG 16!
oh and went back to paint banner after that. discovered a damn nice stargazing spot in school with kelvin. damn nice muahaha. maybe i'll bring my og there next time (:
wohoo junior class coming in tomorrow. and so is cca orientation, time to grab juniors (:
exciting! :D
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