keep on dancing

Friday, June 25, 2010

no motivation to study at all.

previous blocks at least still got the consequence of suspension from cca to force me to study.

but now?

lol i'm like doing 1 maths question in 2 hours.

block tests 2 gg ):

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Sunday, June 20, 2010

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dunno why but just felt very empty today.

i miss dance pracs with j2 hiphop already ):

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Thursday, June 17, 2010

exco elections today. spent 13 hours at a209 omg.

still remember about a year ago, me sitting at the same spot in a different classroom, answering question nervously from paopao and regina. with almost no idea what i was saying. till today i'm still kinda unsure why i was chosen.

but i guess this kinda marks the end of my term. i hope i did a good enough job.

so much more that i could have done if i had known more about being a leader. maybe i wasn't really the best choice after all.

well at least i learnt a lot. like really a lot from this one year. thanks so much exco (: AND HARDCORE WOOHOO :D

i know it's time to study hard. but i really don't wanna stop dancing cos i know once you stop, you lose a lot of techniques you've picked up before. and some more i've picked up all these up over just one year, i'll lose them even quicker. maybe just once a week then :D

and some things are just not meant to be la. guess it's time to stop hoping and wishing and just forget about it (:

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Monday, June 7, 2010

life is beginning to suck.

i wish i could go to school more often. it's kinda like my real home now.

unlike staying in this house and having to study and getting scolded if you don't and listening to them quarrel over really trivial stuff.

wish i could turn back time ):

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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

ah well so this is how it ends (:

didn't think i would cry yesterday. but when i was standing on stage when the curtains were closed before j2 hh and after talking to my div, the feeling just came ):

missed exco photo because of that haha.

dance night was more awesome than i thought. had it's ups and downs, but definetly more ups (:

this means my MAD life is almost up too. 2 more weeks at most.

haha. that's fast.

still remember the time, when i couldn't sleep for 1 whole week waiting for audition results to come out. and shouting like some mental patient when i got in and i it was patricia staring at me probably wondering what kind of a cca mate that is.

and boom boom pow checking my fresh kiss me thru the phone. still remember not being able to get the choreo fast enough and getting frustrated with myself.

back again.

passing down and farewell party felt like just yesterday. can't believe it's almost time for me to step down.

tapestry, teacher's day, open house, cca exhibition, chinese new year. keep listening to all these performance songs and feeling damn nostalgic. noticed my mixing skills getting better too haha :D

then it was auditions already. looking at j1s audition. realising how much we've improved. getting to know new juniors. being really really nice to them. except the april fool's thing haha (:

transcendance.

i'm really really grateful to MAD for introducing such a wonderful thing called dance to me. it's the first time i really enjoyed something just because i liked it, and not because it brings other benefits. really owe the seniors and anan so much for letting me into MAD and teaching me so much.

and all my awesome MAD friends. you don't often find such great friends in life and i'll definetely remember to treasure these people (:

i hope i haven't let anyone down either. i don't know if i had done my best for my div in the past year, but i hope it was enough.

i really don't want it to happen, but soon enough i'll lose contact with majority of the people i've met and become good friends with in MAD. and i'm not sure how i'm going to handle that cause i really hate saying goodbyes. but i guess sooner or later i'll have to do it.

good things won't last forever. but memories will. thank you MAD for giving me such wonderful ones. i'll treasure them forever.

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